I’m mourning. Thanks to this blog I able to share my doubts and thoughts.
Instead of logical replies there’s still silence
The suicide of a close person is a far more difficult experience, that anyone can even try to comprehend. And when the belief that this tragedy could’ve been prevented is added to everything it becomes even harder to accept.
In feel alone in all of this. And on top of that I feel ignored and neglected. All the forms I submitted to the company Magnus Facility Management, the management of the building, with requests to provide clarification and answers to my questions remain unanswered.
I waited for explanations and answers to questions that are very important to me, that directly concern the events on the day before Oleg’s tragic death.
Instead of an answer and explanations, I receive writings with no purpose, they don’t add nothing to the cause, they are often abstract and incomprehensible and sometimes even rude. There are also some, about which I don’t know if I can write about, due to concern of possible consequences. It’s completely incomprehensible for me.
12 days – that’s how long I’ve been waiting for a response already. I renew my requests, but it doesn’t do anything. My life was struck by a tragedy and I need explanations.
Maybe I’m asking inconvenient questions. That is the only reasonable explanation that comes to my mind in this situation…
That’s not how I imagined my mourning to be like.